Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Unconditional

Relationships always remain cryptic. And really make us perplexed and if serious or broken then shows the way to discontent tomorrows. I really wonder why we cannot live with out someone or when I see a person isolated or enjoying bachelorhood, I doubt is he really happy without someone. Every now and then I need a person to love and to be loved. For me world starts and ends there. And I have had a huge share of it and very strange ones too. But still unable to portray my gain from one. I have learnt to cry and laugh with my emotions when a relation spurted around me dragging me to it completely. So I should understand your pangs my friend, Sarika. Sarika , she is a typical Leo and I call her my angel friend on earth, she who is into a whirlpool of a disappointed love. I wonder how u stood against that and how you still believe in love. On phone still she laughs and smiles, sometimes silly jokes too. But aren’t you serious about your life Sarika? She tells me" I am thankful to the one who broke my heart, because he made a poet, a good reader, an optimist because I hope for tomorrow with him”・Her boyfriend had even visited her parents and assured the marriage. But took a little bit of time to realize things perhaps sometimes won’t work as planned. She had told me it is the best feeling to be kissed by your love , does that kiss pains you now? When I had been invited for a dinner at her residence on her birthday , I could see glum faces which described how badly her broken relationship had left an impact , on the table I persuaded her to agree for a marriage, still remains a unsuccessful attempt of mine. I know how much pain she had taken to fly to Hyderabad from Cochin to meet him to seek the reason for this break up. Lonely in strange taxis, strange unknown streets, finally unattended at his door steps only for this so called love. I was completely taken aback when she called and told he was there in his flat and put off the lights seemingly he is not there. His neighbor prepared food for her and gave her a wonderful hospitality; I guess her watery eyes must have smiled then. Nine year old relationship did deject her. An instant one cared and warmth her. Is love so unconditional that it comes with a tag “ Priceless” .

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